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so its almost been the amount of time that it might take to get my MMD, which is through the coastguard. so since its through the government ive been trying to be as patient as possible. and with what the guy at the caost gaurd station said "with all you cruise ship people we are kinda jammed lately." in a very annoyed voice that i was wasting his his time kinda. so ive been trying to give it as much time as possible without getting annoyed like and feeling like i got my hopes up.
but its getting close to 8weeks(the guy gave it between 1-8weeks) and im starting feel like giving up. but every time i feel that way something has happened... atleast involving this job.
but the long its take the more i feel like saying fuck hawaii, get more hours at work( since we are going to start opening at night soon) i could basically be the night manager if i stay, get more money of course, and in the same amount of time if not sooner move home.
so right now im really torn, between giving up on a nearly once in a lifetime thing(if it actually ever happens.) and move home. or put my trust in a sure thing, and move home..
god damn im confused..
but its getting close to 8weeks(the guy gave it between 1-8weeks) and im starting feel like giving up. but every time i feel that way something has happened... atleast involving this job.
but the long its take the more i feel like saying fuck hawaii, get more hours at work( since we are going to start opening at night soon) i could basically be the night manager if i stay, get more money of course, and in the same amount of time if not sooner move home.
so right now im really torn, between giving up on a nearly once in a lifetime thing(if it actually ever happens.) and move home. or put my trust in a sure thing, and move home..
god damn im confused..