life.
lately life has just got me confused, excited and nervous all at the same time. questions about work and my career. questions about the near future and how thats all going to work out and excitement for what may be in store.
times just flying by way too fast and i feel like i have to know how eveything is going to work out. i feel like i need to know if im going to be successful and how to go about it. i feel like in the next few years everything has to be set and ready to go. i wish i was a kid again.
i think after im done with my electrician thing and get my ticket that ill go back to school and try a 2 year diploma in Graphic Design. should i be doing this? i dont know. but i know its something i love and its something everybody tells me i should do. so i figure while im still young i should at least give it a try. and if it doesnt pan out. i have a great fallback. i so want it to work out though.
so many unknowns and so little time it seems. two variables that make a formula for stress. i think i need to relax. maybe go on a vacation ;) hahaah i think what i really need is to do some serious praying.
oh life. gotta love it.