wow

[seusssox]

so for the 1st time in forevea eva I'm act actually interested in some in like a dating way

he's totally dork-y and sweet and totally not someone I'd sleep with but who's surprised

I hope he calls

I'm so drunk and I made out with him and I'm hoping that wasn't a deal breaker

....I mean I hate coming off easy...so times its just about sex but that doesn't make me easy

I mean the people I care about most I make work for sexual gratification

I've been so crazy depressed for so long it's really nice to actually really feel something happy

I hope that (the ablity to feel that way) continues

man life has been sucking regardless of how hard I try

I need this

I need to be cared about.

I kinda wish I hadn't kissed him, since I was drunk....

I'm being so silly and girly

I'm gonna not put all my eggs in one basket but I know I'm gonna be devestated if he doesn't call