Mar 21, 2016 22:06
For fukxsake!
Seriously.I wish I had a Brit accent so saying that out loud sounded cool.
I need to borrow some flying monkeys. I am sick again! Maybe I never got better. Now the girl is sick again. Maybe she never got better. Point is, keep your goddamn sick kids home so I don't have to miss work! This is bullshit. I don't care so much about the missing work part, but being sick is the pits!
Part 2: Since I am already overloaded I decided to take on more volunteering. Yay me! I will be co-coaching track for our school. It's a small stipend but I need the money to help survive the summer off. Also, I have a lead on a possible summer job. This, too, would be tending to snot-nosed children but the pay is better and if I have the opportunity to be hired on full time, it comes with benefits. I don't want to leave my current job, but... money... benefits... yada, yada, yada... We'll cross that road when we get to it.
Part 3: Lots of inner work this week. Haven't made time for my meditation but I have been on the creative path and writing. Also, coming out of my shell a bit. It will fall into place when it's supposed to, right?
Part 4: The hubby has been working harder at this marriage thing. I'm sure he senses the displeasure of my existence in the household. Better stated- my displeasure of his existence in the household lately. Long journey. No shortcuts. Lots of work ahead and if he gives up and forgets what has been called into question I rant. I must remember, ultimatums are final.
Part 5: The ex is coming to stay with the girl tomorrow so I can make my appointment. It's the first time since the Big D that he will have been back in this house. Weird. Really weird.
Part 6: Why am I still up? The nose is draining and head is pounding. I'm starting to sweat like a Russian boxer, and in general, I'm whining. Because that's what sick people do.