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LEAF was awesome. However, I had no voice for most of it.
I've been feeling very alone lately. My life and my friends seem to have no permanence. Even though I can't really expect them to. It's still unsettling. But more and more I find I can rely on myself, which is a good thing.
Perhaps I am a woman now.
Sometimes I wish I were a man.
There were overall far too many creepy men at the contra dance.
I want to be sober for a good long while.
It's so deserted here at school. It makes me lonely.
What the hell am I doing?
I'm glad to be going home, seeing my family and friends. I need to feel rooted again. You can only uproot a tree so much before it starts to die.
He has this light that shines from within him. It makes you want to get close to it. I can't bear his rejection, I need to be accepted by him, if only as a friend. I just can't bear rejection from such a good person, because it makes me feel I must be a bad person then.
Of course he is not the angel I think him to be.
Wow, life is so fuckin weird.
I've been feeling very alone lately. My life and my friends seem to have no permanence. Even though I can't really expect them to. It's still unsettling. But more and more I find I can rely on myself, which is a good thing.
Perhaps I am a woman now.
Sometimes I wish I were a man.
There were overall far too many creepy men at the contra dance.
I want to be sober for a good long while.
It's so deserted here at school. It makes me lonely.
What the hell am I doing?
I'm glad to be going home, seeing my family and friends. I need to feel rooted again. You can only uproot a tree so much before it starts to die.
He has this light that shines from within him. It makes you want to get close to it. I can't bear his rejection, I need to be accepted by him, if only as a friend. I just can't bear rejection from such a good person, because it makes me feel I must be a bad person then.
Of course he is not the angel I think him to be.
Wow, life is so fuckin weird.