miss independent
So the long weekend is over. hmm....fair enough. Nothing too exciting I suppose. I'm still not the most social person, but I did get out a little bit this weekend.
Friday Jason and I went to the big kid park and hung out. We had a good time. I feel so comfortable with him. he's a stud. Then we went to danny catt's graduation party and hung out w/ some of the little kids. fantastic. we went to go see x men 3 with parker. I liked it a lot. It's one of those movies you walk out of and you're like "I want a super power" you feel so inadequate when you leave. haha. so after I went to drop off jason and of course he tries to get me to unload on him. We've been hanging out a lot, and I think that has been building on him. I always ask myself why I don't like him...he really is so prefect. I juust can't get attracted to him. Not that I don't think he is cute, its just I don't like him like that, as much as I try. So we had this like mini DTR....but basically just said all the things we always say. He poured out his soul about how jill and I saved his life last summer. and I of course told him about matt. But I told him how much he means to me. He's made me a better person this past year, that's for srue. you know you have a good friend when they make you want to be a better person. but its not like it changed anything. I feel bad....I know what it is like to you like your best friend for a long time and nothing happen.
saturday I of course did not a lot. I was super lazy. I wanted to go to the pool, but I had no one to go with. suprise suprise. Mom came in my room at like 12 and said we had an emergency and had to help a lady move out of her house b/c she was leaving her husband. it was so sad. he is a piece of crap. like total drug adict and chronic lier. so we had to move her out fast along w/ her 3 year old little boy. thank goodness for the church. she doesn't have anyone else. As much as I feel Relief society and visiting teaching can be a bust, it really is there for when you need it. I noticed that when gandpa died too. It's awesome! It can do so much good for the world.
Later on...hmmmmm.....oh ya, i went to a BBQ at Josh's. It was good to see a few of those people. Its weird to think how close I was to steven and daniel and josh and them lsat summer, but I feel like so much has happened. So, I'm sort of stand-offish, I don't know why. But it was fun. I love some of those guys. Sarah smith's roommate knows matt from high school. Holy small world, and this isn't even a mormon small world. afterwards, Jill williams and I went over to Twitchell's up in arvada. choke far. we played spoons then went and rented Xmen 2. But I fell asleep after a little bit. and by a little bit I mean like 2 seconds after the movie staretd. I was so tired, I dont know why.
Sunday I had to speak. I spoke on that scripture in Malachi about turing the hearts of the children to their fathers. Valerie came again which made me so happy. Seriously, like I don't have any friends really in the ward, so with val there it helps a lot. Plus I love to share religion together, even if she doesn't know everything about my church. Its nice just to bring our relationship to that level. It makes me soooo happy! WE had the missionaries over for dinner. don't worrry I'm not obsessed like I was w/ the ones from last summer. these guys are kinda weird. Its weird cuz they ARE my age. But whatever. After taht I went over to some kid that cory knows...down freaking off lucent. choke far! we watched the work and the glory. Its funny to watch that cuz I know how sheisty all those actors are. hahah.
Monday was relaxing. it wasn't super nice out so I didn't get to go to the pool like I had hoped. but mom and parker and i went to costa vida then to walmart to get amanada a package. Freak, I miss her. her letters make me so excited to serve. she's so cool. I never realized how cool and fun my family are. they're awesome. I went to sarah kirchhof's graduation party. it's weird to think that I gruduated 2 years ago. I'm ancient. high school was fun. college is better for sure, but it made me miss being young. not having to worry about anything other than school, seminary and cheerleading. I got to talk to some girls from cheers and leadership. fun! I stopped by chili's to see val there. I came home and went to bed. Val's having a hard time. I feel bad. If only I could show her how I am happy and she could understand. Its just difficult.
Well now I'm at work. I think I may hang out w/ chase larson tonight. he's home from his mission. so thats fun. maybe he'll be my friend. doubt it. I have a lot of guy friends...but only one girl friend. val. which is awesome. but when she works, I just wander around by myself. I suppose I'm used to it cuz I did it all last semester.
jill started efy. I'm so jealous. I loveeee efy! I can't wait until my session. seriuosly, its gonna be so fun. I wish I could do one session at byu though. I'm gonna try to do some whne I get home from my mission. Like, if I get home in august, then I can maybe do 1-2 sessions. and make a few bucks.
well, as for feelings....there are none. Life is good. hahah...good thing I'm not super bitter. I'm just getting used to my unamusing life. okay i didn't mean it like that. I just have realized that my life isn't super eventful, which is fine...CHURCH IS TRUE
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Friday Jason and I went to the big kid park and hung out. We had a good time. I feel so comfortable with him. he's a stud. Then we went to danny catt's graduation party and hung out w/ some of the little kids. fantastic. we went to go see x men 3 with parker. I liked it a lot. It's one of those movies you walk out of and you're like "I want a super power" you feel so inadequate when you leave. haha. so after I went to drop off jason and of course he tries to get me to unload on him. We've been hanging out a lot, and I think that has been building on him. I always ask myself why I don't like him...he really is so prefect. I juust can't get attracted to him. Not that I don't think he is cute, its just I don't like him like that, as much as I try. So we had this like mini DTR....but basically just said all the things we always say. He poured out his soul about how jill and I saved his life last summer. and I of course told him about matt. But I told him how much he means to me. He's made me a better person this past year, that's for srue. you know you have a good friend when they make you want to be a better person. but its not like it changed anything. I feel bad....I know what it is like to you like your best friend for a long time and nothing happen.
saturday I of course did not a lot. I was super lazy. I wanted to go to the pool, but I had no one to go with. suprise suprise. Mom came in my room at like 12 and said we had an emergency and had to help a lady move out of her house b/c she was leaving her husband. it was so sad. he is a piece of crap. like total drug adict and chronic lier. so we had to move her out fast along w/ her 3 year old little boy. thank goodness for the church. she doesn't have anyone else. As much as I feel Relief society and visiting teaching can be a bust, it really is there for when you need it. I noticed that when gandpa died too. It's awesome! It can do so much good for the world.
Later on...hmmmmm.....oh ya, i went to a BBQ at Josh's. It was good to see a few of those people. Its weird to think how close I was to steven and daniel and josh and them lsat summer, but I feel like so much has happened. So, I'm sort of stand-offish, I don't know why. But it was fun. I love some of those guys. Sarah smith's roommate knows matt from high school. Holy small world, and this isn't even a mormon small world. afterwards, Jill williams and I went over to Twitchell's up in arvada. choke far. we played spoons then went and rented Xmen 2. But I fell asleep after a little bit. and by a little bit I mean like 2 seconds after the movie staretd. I was so tired, I dont know why.
Sunday I had to speak. I spoke on that scripture in Malachi about turing the hearts of the children to their fathers. Valerie came again which made me so happy. Seriously, like I don't have any friends really in the ward, so with val there it helps a lot. Plus I love to share religion together, even if she doesn't know everything about my church. Its nice just to bring our relationship to that level. It makes me soooo happy! WE had the missionaries over for dinner. don't worrry I'm not obsessed like I was w/ the ones from last summer. these guys are kinda weird. Its weird cuz they ARE my age. But whatever. After taht I went over to some kid that cory knows...down freaking off lucent. choke far! we watched the work and the glory. Its funny to watch that cuz I know how sheisty all those actors are. hahah.
Monday was relaxing. it wasn't super nice out so I didn't get to go to the pool like I had hoped. but mom and parker and i went to costa vida then to walmart to get amanada a package. Freak, I miss her. her letters make me so excited to serve. she's so cool. I never realized how cool and fun my family are. they're awesome. I went to sarah kirchhof's graduation party. it's weird to think that I gruduated 2 years ago. I'm ancient. high school was fun. college is better for sure, but it made me miss being young. not having to worry about anything other than school, seminary and cheerleading. I got to talk to some girls from cheers and leadership. fun! I stopped by chili's to see val there. I came home and went to bed. Val's having a hard time. I feel bad. If only I could show her how I am happy and she could understand. Its just difficult.
Well now I'm at work. I think I may hang out w/ chase larson tonight. he's home from his mission. so thats fun. maybe he'll be my friend. doubt it. I have a lot of guy friends...but only one girl friend. val. which is awesome. but when she works, I just wander around by myself. I suppose I'm used to it cuz I did it all last semester.
jill started efy. I'm so jealous. I loveeee efy! I can't wait until my session. seriuosly, its gonna be so fun. I wish I could do one session at byu though. I'm gonna try to do some whne I get home from my mission. Like, if I get home in august, then I can maybe do 1-2 sessions. and make a few bucks.
well, as for feelings....there are none. Life is good. hahah...good thing I'm not super bitter. I'm just getting used to my unamusing life. okay i didn't mean it like that. I just have realized that my life isn't super eventful, which is fine...CHURCH IS TRUE
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