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Last. Night. Sucked.
well, it was incredibly fun until about 1:30. then it felt like i got kicked in the stomach. and because of it, i had to go spend the night with a guy who would not get off of me, and kept saying that it didn't matter that i was 'dating' someone...he wouldn't tell, and we wouldn't have to have sex.
so fuck you.. if you would have asked why i didn't want to go, i would have told you. so congratulations--you got rid of me again. i think it's your favorite thing to do.
right now i just feel dirty and extremely guilty, and i want josh to get back from duluth. although i don't know what i'm gonna feel like when i see him.
and this should be friends only, but whatever. no one probably understands it anyways.
well, it was incredibly fun until about 1:30. then it felt like i got kicked in the stomach. and because of it, i had to go spend the night with a guy who would not get off of me, and kept saying that it didn't matter that i was 'dating' someone...he wouldn't tell, and we wouldn't have to have sex.
so fuck you.. if you would have asked why i didn't want to go, i would have told you. so congratulations--you got rid of me again. i think it's your favorite thing to do.
right now i just feel dirty and extremely guilty, and i want josh to get back from duluth. although i don't know what i'm gonna feel like when i see him.
and this should be friends only, but whatever. no one probably understands it anyways.