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[setsuri]

I wish school would come, i'm totally listless without it. My new cousin michelle is cute, I accidently called her michi a few times... it's not my fault it's the name I swear! I wanna go to school also cause then I can hang out with michi more. I hope I don't bug her too much. i sometimes think I try to hard to be as good as her. Then again, I felt weird as hell when jen had made the suggestion of going to Michi's granpa's with her. It's one of those things that never occurs to me cause our family is taught that things are to be kept quiet or made seem less important. then again I think alot of families are similiar in that respect. I much rather look at life with a constantly smiling face. sucks that every now and then I remember why I didn't like people. I wonder. yup, that's it I wonder. this is a long whatever post cause I've been unupdaey for awhile.

dream a life outside reality
then when you live you will see
a world which goes through miraculous ways
a complex thought which leads your day

when your memory is left behind
and everything you know seems so timed

a world wear all that's unreal is
the clock that's ticking begins to fizz

.. yeah... damn ff.net for not working I'm beginning to have coherent thought I need my escapism goddamit!