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Saying goodbye was the hardest thing I swear, I can't wait to see him again I was missing him already while he was still there just because I knew he would be gone in a short while. This week has been so so amazing. Absolutely perfect. Him holding me while we watch movies together on the couch, taking walks together, we even played counter strike together in my room lol and heh other things. Yesterday we went to Hawk's Nest with my family it was so beautiful, his friend went also he's so hilarious probably one of the funniest people I know. It was so so so nice. I'll even have pictures soon! lol. When we came home we went to get his disposable camera developed and he even bought my dad a Father's Day card. =] My dad was like, "it's been really nice having you here you've really behaved yourself (pffft) you've definitely earned respect." and my mom hugged him even lol a couple hours later and he had to go it was so so so so hard..I couldn't get myself to go inside and we were both crying so much. He made me promise him that nothing would change after he had to go, and I did. And we promised each other to be strong and that we'll never leave one another. And I know it's hard but we can make it work, we've made it work for a year already afterall. I know it will be okay =] we were crying and hugging and kissing, and about the 4th time he's tried to walk away but couldn't let go of my hand he tells me I should go inside because he can't leave with me standing there like that, so I did but I was watching him through the window and he was walking backwards to his car and just sat in it looking at me and he started crying even more on the steering wheel then he opened up the door and came running back to me from across the street crying, and he hugged me tightly and promised me it would be okay. He's going to try to stay again sometime this summer if he can. I really hope he can..heh well that was a rather long entry lol I guess I'll shutup now, just felt the need to write it all out.