Monster Jam.. How did I get suckered..lol

Oct 25, 2005 11:34

Well Tonight I am going to Monster Jam w. My sister and Brother.. so that should be awsome. I mean. I don't really know any of the poeple who are playing. But I haven't been to a concert in a couple of years.. so it should be fun anyway... I hope..lol.
If anyone knows my sister and Brother... putting them in the same building for that length of time... together... scary thought. So I will have to sit between them. or someone might end up over the balcony nose bleed section.
I still have to print directions... so like I don't get lost.. which I prolly will anyway but..that is another story. My sister and brother were already arguing over who gets front seat.. YESTERDAY! oh boy...
so yeah. life has been full of Suck right now. lots of un-neccesary Drama.
Can I just say one thing...DON'T call me SCREAMING like someone is Murdering the HELL out of you... then when I go and stick up for you.. and try to help... Get pissed..when in all reallity with what had gone down. I AM AND SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO IS PISSED! Lets just say I am done. My goose is cooked. I am sick of immature people. If you like to fight.. if you like the drama... thats great for you. But I dealt with that kind of life growing up... and I am done w./ it. I'm done with watching poeple beat the hell out of each other and me just expected to sit there and say "oh its ok,it will get better", I am done with people threating me. When you threaten ME, it is done. It is over. I want nothing to do with you! I am at peace w/ myself and god. And I would like to keep it that way. The person I am intending this for doesn't even have a livejournal... but whatever. I had to say it.. and well. If I didn't I would forever want to say it. .
Now please don't get me wrong. I love to help people and I love being there or my friends and family. As they have always been there for me and I will always be there for them. However, there are just some people that enjoy pain. Why? I don't know, they just do. It is like they enjoy the Drama??? "splain dat one Lucy."
Thank you god for sending me a sister who is willing to stick up for me.. Thank god for sending me the bestest friends who have always been there for me. And thank you god for helping me through this time when I feel so betrayed and shocked.
Here is a hint to all you lovers in the world...if you fight.. EVERYDAY.. and it starts to get physical. LEAVE! it isn't going to get better... It won't change... it just gets worse.. and will keep getting worse until one of two things happen.. someone wakes up and leaves the relationship OR two Some gets seriously hurt or dies. End of story. WAKE THE HELL UP!
I feel better now. yeah. Well I gotta go print out some Directions to the Fleet Center.. in blue or green or Red ink..lol. I have run out of Black.
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