The Hardest Thing...
He used me, trashed me, left me to be eaten by the hungry wolves of shame. The love that seemed to spark was a mere lightning bolt turning the ground into a ditch, waiting to be filled with emotions, every emotion. Through the good and bad, I always had my buddy, the one who through anything could help me feel alive again. It was a game, a shameful and tasteless game of stupidity. I'm never believing again, never trusting again. Life as i know it is short and painful; I can't wait for it to end...I can't wait for the agonizing daily life of mere mortals to dissolve into nothing...