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I hate being right about myself sometimes.
A conversation with a friend led me to believe what I knew was true, but never wanted to hear.
I tend to look at all the negatives of a person instead of any of the positives and that applies especially to any relationships that I try to form.
Most people seem to go from partner to partner and hardly stay single. I on the other hand do not have a desire to find anyone....and oddly I am okay with this to the point where I make excuses of why I can't be in a relationship with someone. I'm very selfish and stubborn in that regard and I wish that were not the case.
While everyone around me has been in relationships, been marries, has kids, or is starting new ones, I am sitting here not doing anything. %50 of me would like to while the other %50 does not.
I am stuck in a weird spot in life right now!
A conversation with a friend led me to believe what I knew was true, but never wanted to hear.
I tend to look at all the negatives of a person instead of any of the positives and that applies especially to any relationships that I try to form.
Most people seem to go from partner to partner and hardly stay single. I on the other hand do not have a desire to find anyone....and oddly I am okay with this to the point where I make excuses of why I can't be in a relationship with someone. I'm very selfish and stubborn in that regard and I wish that were not the case.
While everyone around me has been in relationships, been marries, has kids, or is starting new ones, I am sitting here not doing anything. %50 of me would like to while the other %50 does not.
I am stuck in a weird spot in life right now!