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I say I'm going to give this thing up but that never happens.
What live journal provides for me is a shelter from all harm.
Even though this is posted on the internet, I feel I can post anything I want and not have it be such a big deal.
I've started a routine that has transformed me into more of an adult.
Not say I have become "boring". In fact it is the complete opposite. I crave for to learn new things and tackle adventures.
I wake up. Go to work. Come home. Run 2-3 miles. Eat Dinner. Practice guitar and vocals for 1 hour or so. Read my book for 30 minutes and crash by 9.
This constant schedule is actually stabilizing my life. I feel overall better about myself and I'm not caught up in self-loathing.
Running seems to be my only escape from people. I really want to devote time to train for a half marathon.
Vocal lessons are going swell. The positive words and feedback I receive from my teacher is phenomenal. She says that she looks forward to my lessons since I am constantly progressing and pushing myself.
Talked to my dad about moving out. He was very understanding and now I only have to pay $150 instead of $500 a month. This will allow me time to get a new car, have first and last months rent saved up, and to also purchase furniture and belongings once I move into a new place.
Recently have started getting back into working on computers. I have to brush up on my A+ essentials then go take the test. I'm hoping within a years time to be an I.T. Specialist.
The future is looking pretty promising.
What live journal provides for me is a shelter from all harm.
Even though this is posted on the internet, I feel I can post anything I want and not have it be such a big deal.
I've started a routine that has transformed me into more of an adult.
Not say I have become "boring". In fact it is the complete opposite. I crave for to learn new things and tackle adventures.
I wake up. Go to work. Come home. Run 2-3 miles. Eat Dinner. Practice guitar and vocals for 1 hour or so. Read my book for 30 minutes and crash by 9.
This constant schedule is actually stabilizing my life. I feel overall better about myself and I'm not caught up in self-loathing.
Running seems to be my only escape from people. I really want to devote time to train for a half marathon.
Vocal lessons are going swell. The positive words and feedback I receive from my teacher is phenomenal. She says that she looks forward to my lessons since I am constantly progressing and pushing myself.
Talked to my dad about moving out. He was very understanding and now I only have to pay $150 instead of $500 a month. This will allow me time to get a new car, have first and last months rent saved up, and to also purchase furniture and belongings once I move into a new place.
Recently have started getting back into working on computers. I have to brush up on my A+ essentials then go take the test. I'm hoping within a years time to be an I.T. Specialist.
The future is looking pretty promising.