no nonsense . . . not just pantyhose
So many things have happened to me since my last post. I am still living with a lot of the same bullshit, but just dealing with it all in a different way. Too much to type, but just keep this in mind when dealing with me, please. Thaaaaaaanks.
Umm. That said, where am I now? Aside from in a better place. . . I am sitting on my living room couch with coffee in hand. Folks, I am actually staying up to study Biology. Who saw this one coming? I am really trying but it's not absorbing. I never learned how to study . . . but I am trying to teach myself this skill, along with knowledge of cell structure ;)
[completely random: weezer is on MTV, and i forgot how much i love weezer. damn. why is Mtv editing the "hash" out of "hashpipe"? I can see 2 college kids practically fucking eachother on the beach during "MTV springbreak" . . . but "hash" is naughty. That's it. . . this time I mean it. After this weezer special, no more MTV]
What happened today? (have to focus on one day, because jumping around too much will lose your fading attention)
Worked my ass off today. The new lady is, hardcore, hitting on me. It's making Alicia so fucking mad. Uh. Why is this semi-enjoyable? (even though I have no desire for either of them) While in a daze, working in the mailroom, I realized I would like to go back to seeing a therapist. I think having someone to vent could benefit me. No drugs, this time, just talk.
2 people told me that I would look good with a labret piercing this week. On a, complete, whim I decided to get one on the way home., It is sore, covered in mouthwash . . . but stuck in my lip. I'll have to post some pictures soon. Shallow? Fuck Yes
Saw 40 year old virgin, tonight, with ron and katie. It was fucking funny . . . but I don;t think I would have enjoyed it as much, had Ron not been there. He has the most contagious, exiciting laughter I have ever experienced. It is almost demented. Half of my laughter was due to the movie, the other half him.
I have school soon . . . but I needed a break.
Sorry I am not talking about "katrina". Although I talk about it, a lot, at work . . . it's meaningless office banter. The purpose of this journal is to escape the meaningless forced bullshit. I believe it is a tragedy, and anyeone who gives a shit needs to read papers from autralia and the uk . . . not this censored us bullshit. But anyway . . .
someone just respond already.
Umm. That said, where am I now? Aside from in a better place. . . I am sitting on my living room couch with coffee in hand. Folks, I am actually staying up to study Biology. Who saw this one coming? I am really trying but it's not absorbing. I never learned how to study . . . but I am trying to teach myself this skill, along with knowledge of cell structure ;)
[completely random: weezer is on MTV, and i forgot how much i love weezer. damn. why is Mtv editing the "hash" out of "hashpipe"? I can see 2 college kids practically fucking eachother on the beach during "MTV springbreak" . . . but "hash" is naughty. That's it. . . this time I mean it. After this weezer special, no more MTV]
What happened today? (have to focus on one day, because jumping around too much will lose your fading attention)
Worked my ass off today. The new lady is, hardcore, hitting on me. It's making Alicia so fucking mad. Uh. Why is this semi-enjoyable? (even though I have no desire for either of them) While in a daze, working in the mailroom, I realized I would like to go back to seeing a therapist. I think having someone to vent could benefit me. No drugs, this time, just talk.
2 people told me that I would look good with a labret piercing this week. On a, complete, whim I decided to get one on the way home., It is sore, covered in mouthwash . . . but stuck in my lip. I'll have to post some pictures soon. Shallow? Fuck Yes
Saw 40 year old virgin, tonight, with ron and katie. It was fucking funny . . . but I don;t think I would have enjoyed it as much, had Ron not been there. He has the most contagious, exiciting laughter I have ever experienced. It is almost demented. Half of my laughter was due to the movie, the other half him.
I have school soon . . . but I needed a break.
Sorry I am not talking about "katrina". Although I talk about it, a lot, at work . . . it's meaningless office banter. The purpose of this journal is to escape the meaningless forced bullshit. I believe it is a tragedy, and anyeone who gives a shit needs to read papers from autralia and the uk . . . not this censored us bullshit. But anyway . . .
someone just respond already.