some things.
First: FUCK YEAH BRUINS WON LAST NIGHT, YAAAAAAAY.
Second: So, I made the Dean's List.
Makes me eligible for the Honors Program, which is great because if I complete that, I can waltz right into Dickinson College with an up to 15k scholarship and additional grants to make sure that all my financial needs are met. In short, I likely won't have to pay a dime.
Problem? I don't know if I can handle it anxiety wise. I still have major major issues doing stuff on my own, even going to regular classes here makes me anxious. I'm not very good at meeting new people/making friends and will be in a solo dorm if I do, because of the dawg, which means no roomie opportunity there and the whole "college experience" doesn't appeal to me. Plus, being an hour and a half away will be nervewracking.
The biggest thing is that my grades are very important to me, so the possibility of being in too poor a mental state to do well and then consequently damaging my GPA is something I really don't even want to chance. I'm going to look into online courses and see if they do a distance learning option, because if so, that's brilliant. If not, I actually will feel a little guilty for not taking the opportunity.
Blargh. Anxiety, I hatechu.
Second: So, I made the Dean's List.
Makes me eligible for the Honors Program, which is great because if I complete that, I can waltz right into Dickinson College with an up to 15k scholarship and additional grants to make sure that all my financial needs are met. In short, I likely won't have to pay a dime.
Problem? I don't know if I can handle it anxiety wise. I still have major major issues doing stuff on my own, even going to regular classes here makes me anxious. I'm not very good at meeting new people/making friends and will be in a solo dorm if I do, because of the dawg, which means no roomie opportunity there and the whole "college experience" doesn't appeal to me. Plus, being an hour and a half away will be nervewracking.
The biggest thing is that my grades are very important to me, so the possibility of being in too poor a mental state to do well and then consequently damaging my GPA is something I really don't even want to chance. I'm going to look into online courses and see if they do a distance learning option, because if so, that's brilliant. If not, I actually will feel a little guilty for not taking the opportunity.
Blargh. Anxiety, I hatechu.