contemplative.
so yeah. do you ever get the feeling that you're working towards an unattainable goal? i sure do. it's disappointing knowing you have know idea what to think, what to say, what to do. am i saying the right thing? doing what's best for myself? why work for anything anymore? everyone gets into college someway, somehow. who cares where you go anywho? everyone will get a nice job and have a nice family. no matter what, right? well. that's the suburban way i guess. middle class utopia. hmph. well, we're all gonna die, right?
i know you're lost. but i'm not.
mkay bye.
Edit:L Wow. I just realized that the verse we studied today goes completely with what i'm whining about right now.
For I know the plans I have for you,
says the Lord,
plans for welfare and not for evil,
to give you a future and a hope.
- - Jeremiah 29:11