It's not the same
It's not right being home. It feels really weird now that everything is kinda back to normal and I'm seeing people that aren't from camp. It makes me sad though because I don't want to become familiar with this place again because then camp will seem like a distant memory...
I'm afraid to go back next year...but I know it will be different. There won't be the same people there...and things will just be different. I know that meeting different people could be better but I don't want it to change. If every summer was like it was this year, I'd be happy with the life I've lived. Well, I don't want to start crying again...
So, to change the subject. Band is gay. Period. I wasn't so lost today but we started learning pre-game drills and other stuff...so it went by pretty fast at least. Three hour practices suck though. X-country practices start tomorrow but I don't think I'm gonna do X because I don't want to be commited to it...especially when meets are on the weekends and stuff usually. I can just run by myself everyday. Idk...I'm still thinking about it. I better think fast though cuz practice is at 3 tomorrow. Damnit.
Well my head is pounding right now, so I'll see you beautiful people tomorrow. Love.
<3
I'm afraid to go back next year...but I know it will be different. There won't be the same people there...and things will just be different. I know that meeting different people could be better but I don't want it to change. If every summer was like it was this year, I'd be happy with the life I've lived. Well, I don't want to start crying again...
So, to change the subject. Band is gay. Period. I wasn't so lost today but we started learning pre-game drills and other stuff...so it went by pretty fast at least. Three hour practices suck though. X-country practices start tomorrow but I don't think I'm gonna do X because I don't want to be commited to it...especially when meets are on the weekends and stuff usually. I can just run by myself everyday. Idk...I'm still thinking about it. I better think fast though cuz practice is at 3 tomorrow. Damnit.
Well my head is pounding right now, so I'll see you beautiful people tomorrow. Love.
<3