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i wish people would fucking try and see that im trying to make friends with them. that im trying to get to know them. but they just throw everything in my fucking face. when i try to talk to someone about my problems, they make it seem like they dont give a shit. they might ask whats wrong and then ill put my heart and soul into what im saying. and they fucking wont even talk back ill sit there and wait and wait and wait and then finally i say fuck it and i just x their box. what am i supposed to DO? people fucking say they are there for me. then why not act like it once and a fucking while. this si so fucking stupid. i dont even know why i try so hard. when all i do is fail in the end. i know no one on here really even gives a fuck. half of them i bet dont even read this thing. i dont care anymore. fuck them then. fuck you. and fuck everythng. im not good enough for anyone. and thats a fact. so ill just sit here, and be one of those stupid people who is just fucking retarted. what happened. and no im not selfish. someone told me im selfish. and if other people think i am then im sorry i know im a fuck up i cant help it. oh well if anyoe fucking gives ashit maybe they will IM me andtry to talk to me becuase i would REALLY enjoy trying to talk to someone. :\