Sep 21, 2006 18:14
Life is really, really hard right now...The more I try to make things civil with her, the more she makes things worse. Right now I feel like I HATE her, but I know that's not how I really feel...She is being such a BITCH though! I am trying sooo damn hard to make things right, but no matter what I'm the jerk! Things are just going to stay awkward and she seems like she is going to stay bitchy until highschool is over.
I FEEL HATE IN MY BONES!!!!
I WISH IT DIDN'T FEEL LIKE THIS, I WANT TO RUN AWAY FROM ALL MY PROBLEMS, BUT I KNOW THAT WON'T DO A THING!!!!
i wish there was a better way to deal with these problems...but it's the only way is to deal with it and make it through it..
-Ronnie