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Tonight I want to cut myself into multiple pieces.
No, I'm not self mutilating.
I just can't decide what to do.
Do I go after this boy and risk being made a fool of/losing a friend? Or do I just let it go alltogether?
Do I continue to study business because I've made it this far? Or cut my losses and focus on Spanish?
Do I continue to study at SIUE at all? Or should I move on to where I want to be?
Do I continue to work for a shady bad-breathed JJs owner? Or do I go find something else?
Do I have a New Years Eve Party and risk low attendance? Or do I not and risk no invitations?
If I could just split myself into many many Sarahs and try every combination possible, that would be ideal, but alas, that is not an option.
OH and, this morning in GBA these people (who are 22+) were talking about their parents monitoring their debit cards BECAUSE THEY ARE UNEMPLOYED AND "THEIR MONEY" IS ACTUALLY THEIR PARENTS MONEY.
"mom is always like, whats this charge to Kreigers at 1AM? so I told her I wanted some nachos really bad" (Kreigers=bar)
"I KNOW! I always have to tell my mom I went to Taco Bell at 3 because I was up Studying"
*hahhahahahhahaahhehehahahuauehauhahhauheuaheuhaeuhaaaaa!*
I have officially put in a full time week in less than a week... and I drive a half hour to get there... and my parents do not give me a debit card. I know I'll probably be better/more appreciative in the long run (or at least more proud) but, not gonna lie, sometimes I get super-jealous of the free-ride kids.
No, I'm not self mutilating.
I just can't decide what to do.
Do I go after this boy and risk being made a fool of/losing a friend? Or do I just let it go alltogether?
Do I continue to study business because I've made it this far? Or cut my losses and focus on Spanish?
Do I continue to study at SIUE at all? Or should I move on to where I want to be?
Do I continue to work for a shady bad-breathed JJs owner? Or do I go find something else?
Do I have a New Years Eve Party and risk low attendance? Or do I not and risk no invitations?
If I could just split myself into many many Sarahs and try every combination possible, that would be ideal, but alas, that is not an option.
OH and, this morning in GBA these people (who are 22+) were talking about their parents monitoring their debit cards BECAUSE THEY ARE UNEMPLOYED AND "THEIR MONEY" IS ACTUALLY THEIR PARENTS MONEY.
"mom is always like, whats this charge to Kreigers at 1AM? so I told her I wanted some nachos really bad" (Kreigers=bar)
"I KNOW! I always have to tell my mom I went to Taco Bell at 3 because I was up Studying"
*hahhahahahhahaahhehehahahuauehauhahhauheuaheuhaeuhaaaaa!*
I have officially put in a full time week in less than a week... and I drive a half hour to get there... and my parents do not give me a debit card. I know I'll probably be better/more appreciative in the long run (or at least more proud) but, not gonna lie, sometimes I get super-jealous of the free-ride kids.