I just don't know what to do with myself
Its weird to think I could be graduated in a year and a half. Weird in that OMGIWANNABEDONE-ANDGONE-ANDLIVINGINCHICAGO-WITHAPUGNAMEDRUBY-ETC way... ya know?
I read 4 chapters in Marketing tonight. I READ. I could have gone out. I could have just pissed my time away online. I'm kind of patting myself on the back, but its also a little bit of a slap for waiting till my senior year to realize THIS IS COLLEGE. Had I applied myself and gotten some goals sooner, I might not be in this situation of having to wait a year. I might even drop one of my majors to a minor, but that depends on a lot of things. c'est la vie.
This weekend I'm going to write a couple papers and, in my free time, chill in the library and read the Standards & Poors evaluation of the airline industry for the past 10 years... AND IF THATS NOT FUN I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS!!! I would really like to go to The Big Bang (I think thats what its called) which is this dueling piano bar in St. Louis, but that requires dinero of which I am in the negative. again, c'est la vie.
ANYWAY
<3
Now that Matt is home I'm really looking forward to going home to visit. Thank goodness for Thanksgiving! I cannot wait! Not just all the awesome food, but hopefully I'll get a couple days off from work where I can just go home and chill w/mi familia and not think about things like paying for groceries and bills... and of course snuggle Buster.
I read 4 chapters in Marketing tonight. I READ. I could have gone out. I could have just pissed my time away online. I'm kind of patting myself on the back, but its also a little bit of a slap for waiting till my senior year to realize THIS IS COLLEGE. Had I applied myself and gotten some goals sooner, I might not be in this situation of having to wait a year. I might even drop one of my majors to a minor, but that depends on a lot of things. c'est la vie.
This weekend I'm going to write a couple papers and, in my free time, chill in the library and read the Standards & Poors evaluation of the airline industry for the past 10 years... AND IF THATS NOT FUN I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS!!! I would really like to go to The Big Bang (I think thats what its called) which is this dueling piano bar in St. Louis, but that requires dinero of which I am in the negative. again, c'est la vie.
ANYWAY
<3
Now that Matt is home I'm really looking forward to going home to visit. Thank goodness for Thanksgiving! I cannot wait! Not just all the awesome food, but hopefully I'll get a couple days off from work where I can just go home and chill w/mi familia and not think about things like paying for groceries and bills... and of course snuggle Buster.