Enough already...

[sessyvikingchik]

Life is too short and too precious not to make the best of it. I am not going to appologize for being truthful, (I hear its a virtue but not enough people speak their minds.) I absolutely hated feeling like I might NOT want to go to blot because of someone who would be there.. and my inner bitch said, "FUCK THAT!" So for the sake of all of my

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actually you *do* know who I am.. or should anyways

[sessyvikingchik]

First off, the post you read was made public, the one I was referring to was not, so that the other people involved in the thread could keep their privacy.

It started off with someone pretending to be you, to irritate me.. It was a joke.(on their part.) But I over reacted, thinking it WAS you..

now do you get that part?

**ignore that and start fresh from this point...

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And the point was..that you seem entirely oblivious to the amount of people in the heathen community that truly dont care for your company..as I said in the private post.."I dont know a single person who calls and says hey lets hang with Anna today."

The point is, you tend to make people uncomfortable. As, I've just found out, you were sort of banned from attending some events but then someone pulled the "heathens are hospitable" card and people backed down...

I am not affiliated with any "group" but I do speak for the many from what I've been told.. You arent openly invited to, nor are you openly welcome at any event, they will tolerate you..TOLERATE.. but they arent going to ask you to come. So when you see those "come to so and so's blot" they really arent addressing you, per se.. so just ignore those..

People try to be like Switzerland and stay neutral, not wanting to deal with controversy..but I dont give a rats ass..

You have certain people on your LJ friends list that have openly fucked over people very close to me.. and you accept them as friends..for whatever reasons you have..and thats fine, but just know.. The term " you are judged by the company you keep" applies here.. * I have expressed my blatant dislike for the two of them, and the rest of the former "lord's" minions.. I have also told Dan O Halloran the rest of the Normans to fuck themselves in a very public post.. Obviously I dont give a shit about "status" :)

What started me on this rant..was my gut feeling that I did NOT want to go to Yule because there was a possiblity that YOU would be there.. and it set me off! To think that I would think for a second to NOT attend blot at MY familys home because of you being there? .. oh.. hell no.. that was the bottom line..I had to make it a public issue instead of skirting around it and avoiding hurting feelings..

I do not wish my holiday to be spent with people I dont like! Many many people in the NEA community dislike you, however, they dont know how to speak their mind.. and they think they are breaking some sort of heathen code by being HONEST (instead of being Hospitable) and saying "look..you just dont fit in very well, and for the sake of the community.. we arent inviting you back.."

So you might want to step back and take a look at yourself and figure out what you are doing to make people have a blatant dislike for you..in certain circles you have pet names..thats NOT a good thing..

And yes, you *do* know me.. you sat 3 feet from me in the blot house in september.I held my tongue at other people's request, and they watched me cautiously as they knew I was itchin to say something.., but then I think to myself.. "the day is fast approaching when I will not hold my tongue.."

For the record I gave you a gift last Yule, you replied "oh"..and kept talking about WoW.. hmmMmm.. and we've been at several events at the same time.

We hope you will find a group somewhere , where you will fit in.. but the North East Community is defininately NOT the place........

Re: actually you *do* know who I am.. or should anyways

[ciarin]

Okey dokey, let's see here.

I will be unable to attend Ron Branga's Yule blot. I just moved to Richmond VA and can't afford the trip. SO no worries there.

I still can't remember who you are, but I think I have an idea. I'm better at remembering faces rather than livejournal names. Is your name Carla?

I know what many people think of me in the NE community, I've known since spring of 2007. But I appreciate your honesty, most people just prefer to talk about me behind my back. I wouldn't have minded if you spoke your mind back in Sept, that was most likely the last time you would've seen me anyway since I will be in Virginia for an indefinite amount of time. I have told Ron that I would try to make it back for his events, but I don't think that will happen considering the current circumstances.

I am welcome at some events, I'm pretty sure being made an associate member of a kindred isn't merely out of hospitality. I am asked by some heathens to hang out as well, perhaps you just don't know them. I will refrain from mentioning their names so as not to cause them undue negativity. I'm ok with not being welcome at all heathen events.

Thank you for your Yule gift, I'm sorry for not giving you one. I only brought one gift, a painting of a boar for the Brangas. I didn't really know who else would be there or how many. Was it you that gave me the ornament? I also apologize if I slighted you by talking about WoW when you gave me your gift. I don't think I did it on purpose, though.

Regarding my friends on livejournal, I don't know what they've done to earn your disdain. I'm pretty sure I don't keep their company, they are merely listed as a friend on my livejournal, but if you think I shouldn't have them on my list because it makes me look bad then I can understand that I guess. But until they do something to me I have no reason to remove them; I will take your concerns under consideration though. Besides, I look bad anyway right?

So I guess that's it. I will say one more thing though, I will move back to New England one day and I really don't give a fuck if that makes people uncomfortable. I don't live my life according to other people's comfort nor do I back down from participating in the heathen community because I am not well liked by some. Fuck that drama, and fuck the people that create it. I guess I don't care about status either.

Re: actually you *do* know who I am.. or should anyways

[sessyvikingchik]

I apparently have to re-itterate that I do NOT speak for everyone. As I stated previously some people are Switzerland, prefering not to be involved in the controversy. Or oblivious to the situation.

As for kindred you refer to, I am good friends with actually. I have informed them of whats transpired just as an "FYI" Not as me trying to tell people who they can and cant invite.