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The past three days in a row I haven't gotten any sleep. I normally have problems sleeping but it's never this bad... and the strange thing is, I'm not even tired. It's startin to scare me. I don't know what to do, The first day i couldn't sleep i finally got to bed at 9:00 amand slept until like noon, but then next two days I got up and did stuff. Yesterday i had to go to meals-on-wheels, and today I'm on the computer. I spent most of the morning searching for something to wear cuz it's really hot, I couldn't force myself to put my pants on, so I'm in a skirt. It looks kinda short but I'm comfortable. My moms boyfriend spent the night, but they didn't get to sleep until like 5 anyway, we were watchin movies on HBO on demand.
James invited me to go to breakfast with him and Cory today, and I am awaiting their call (lol) well I think I'll go do something productive. love ya
~Rhi
"Seems like just yesterday you were apart of me, I used to stand so tall I used to be so strong. Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right. Unbreakable like nothin could go wrong, now I can't sleep, no I can't sleep. I'm barely hangin on. Here I am once again, I'm torn into pieces. Can't deni it, can't pretend just thought you were the one. Broken up deep inside but you wont get to see the tears I cry. Behind these hazel eyes. I told you everything opened up and let you in, you made me feel alright for once in my life. Now all thats left of me is what I pretend to be. Sewn together but broken up inside. Cuz I can't breathe, no I can't sleep. I'm bearly hangin on. Here I am once again, I'm torn into pieces. Can't deni it, can't pretend just thought you were the one. Broken up deep inside, but you wont get to see the tears I cry. Behind these hazel eyes. Swallowed me then spitten me out. For hating you I blame myself. Seeing you it kills me now! Though I don't cry on the outside anymore, anymore. Here I am once again I'm torn into pieces can't deni it can't pretend, just thought you were the one. Broken up deep inside, but you wont get to see the tears I cry! Behind these hazel eyes. Here I am once again, I'm torn into pieces. Can't deni it can't pretend, just thought you were the one. Broken up deep inside but you wont get to see the tears I cry! Behind these hazel eyes."