Jus Thinkin
*yawns* so tired, still kinda sick and don't wanna do much of anything. I was thinkin bout stuff from the past. For some fucked up reason I was remembering Merivista, the stupid camp thingy they made all the 6th graders go to when we met the Sandwich kids. I had a horrible cabbin group. Lizz Hues and like 2 other little bitches from Sandwich were way mean to mean to me and Kelsey and Tory were to busy being quiet to wanna help me out. It's times like these when I recall just how important Lea used to be to me. She really was my best friend back then. She was nice to me, always happy (kind of irritateing), and helped me out without even saying a thing! When my sleeping bag kept unrolling on the way back to the bus she stopped and rolled it up for me about 10 times without even complaining. That was right after the jerks in my cabbin helped Tory roll her's but ignored me on purpose.
Not to give the impression that Lea was ever perfect though. She laughed no matter what even if you had the worst splitting headache cus you walked into a steel bar coming out of the gym wall, and she did irritaitng things on purpose for your attention. But she was my best friend, and I wouldn't have traded her for anything. She was so unnerved back then. But then she changed. And I haven't had a best friend since.
We all know the story from this point on. She became obsessed with what the druggies thought of her, started spreading shit about me so she could look or sound cool, and started doing shit like kicking people and getting in their faces. She even went as far as to try and scare off some of my new friends and steal my old ones. She expected me to take it, ha fuck her.
I dunno. Just with the whole Nick being a total fucker thing and ending up to be a really scummy person and you know who being all avoiding of me I got to thinking about other people who I have been close too. I still have Cassandra and my newer friends like Wanty and Annie!! And they're the best. I also have the whole gang from camp. I'm not alone but am I that easy to abandon?
Not to give the impression that Lea was ever perfect though. She laughed no matter what even if you had the worst splitting headache cus you walked into a steel bar coming out of the gym wall, and she did irritaitng things on purpose for your attention. But she was my best friend, and I wouldn't have traded her for anything. She was so unnerved back then. But then she changed. And I haven't had a best friend since.
We all know the story from this point on. She became obsessed with what the druggies thought of her, started spreading shit about me so she could look or sound cool, and started doing shit like kicking people and getting in their faces. She even went as far as to try and scare off some of my new friends and steal my old ones. She expected me to take it, ha fuck her.
I dunno. Just with the whole Nick being a total fucker thing and ending up to be a really scummy person and you know who being all avoiding of me I got to thinking about other people who I have been close too. I still have Cassandra and my newer friends like Wanty and Annie!! And they're the best. I also have the whole gang from camp. I'm not alone but am I that easy to abandon?