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I have cramps that could kill a horse at the moment. apparently I am not capable/good enough to do something as simple as grocery shop, funny i thought i was doing so well. I was actually proud of myself. I've had dreams about the same person for almost a week now, some weird some touching in odd ways. Where did i learn to wash dishes? Where did I learn to load a dishwasher? Where did I learn this and that? its sad that the things i do half the time are things I suck so bad at. Not all is bad in the chaotic little world of mine, I look forward to getting to hang out with new people tommrorw and more new people in a few days. Next week we get to have an awesome christmas dinner (I LOVE ham). its just one of those mornings, and being a woman is kicking my ass x.x so I am officually going to bed. Although as i was told in my dream last night "you were always the most beautiful when you were wounded"