Who ever said that life was easy?
So you think that there are only a few things bothering the wonderfully hyper Liz? Only a few things can really get her down, right? And they almost never happen... Right?
Yeah. Right. Okay. So. Here is what is going on in the wonderful life of Liz. We'll start with the simple things.
First, I'm supposed to be on my period... and I'm not. I've been so stressed that it's decided to jump over it's schedule and not show up. Wonderful. So not only am I going through false pain, I have to worry that maybe possibly something is wrong with my health because I'm not on my period. No, that doesn't mean that I might be pregnant. -_- It's incredibly hard to get pregnant if you've never had sex.
Second, I'm depressed, still, about that snake. Don't know the story? Here it is. My uncle Jimmy found a snake at my aunt Susie's house. I wanted it. So I brought it home. It disappeared. Here are it's two choices: Either it goes down a drain and drowns, or gets eaten by a cat. So the baby snake died, and technically it's my fault. And I'm depressed about it.
Third, I have a stupid person that is irritating me. We've decided not to talk. And I don't believe she realizes what exactly that means. But.... that's a situation that's behind me right now. I said I've dropped it, I said I was done, and I'm done.
Fourth. School. Going back is turning into such a stressful thing... all because of the FA office. I'm 2000 short of going back and even if I write a note saying I'll take care of it I can't go back. I have to either pay it in full when I go back there, or I have to get everything taken care of through VSAC before I go back. But, as most people know, it takes more than a couple days to get things taken care of in the government... so mom tried to apply for the Parent Plus Loan... and got denied, which is generally a good thing, except the school already calculated in that she would get denied, and that is where the 2,000 comes in. It's still there. So mom is trying to get her credit taken care of so she can get the loan, which makes me feel horrible because the loan would be on her.. *sighs* But she said she'd do it... and she's working on it. But it won't be fully in and taken care of until next week. Which would mean I'd miss TWO weeks of school. Which, as most people know, is virtually making it so I get kicked out of all my classes with a Withdraw Fail... what would the use be going to school if I have no reason to be there? I have to go back this weekend... I have to. But I can't unless things are in. So, in an effort to bypass everything, I called the Dean of Students. She said she will talk to the Dean of Admissions, and see if he can get back to me. Hopefully, we'll have something figured out. Hopefully, they'll let me go back even with the money missing. Hopefully they'll see we've been trying to get the money in.. hopefully.
Fifth. Jeff. Mom and Jeffy are still having problems. It's stressing mom out, she is thinking about kicking him out. That would leave mom alone in the house with no one but her and Three Bear and, until he leaves, my older brother too. I don't like leaving her alone.
Sixth. House. We have no money, we need a house, we're trying to get a better place. But.. money issues. We can't keep living here. It's too tiny for all the people we have. We need a better place. *sighs*
Seventh. Brother. I want to take a rock and chuck it at his head whenever he speaks. He seems to think that he can control me and I will not allow it. I want to take his head by his ears and rip them off. Of course, that's wrong. Both that and the rocks are wrong. But it doesn't stop me from wanting to when he makes those STUPID and crude comments. Like today for example, mom said something about a guy going out with a fat woman now instead of Dianna, what does my brother say? "More cushion for the pushin'" *narrows eyes* What kind of JACKASS says something like that? So mum said that wasn't right since she was fat right now, and he said that she made the comment first, well I couldn't sit there and say nothing so I said that at least HER comment wasn't crude... and what does my jackass of a brother say? "Elisabeth, no comments needed."
.. now tell me... who reading this WOULDN'T want to bash his head in? I am NOT a child. I will NOT be treated as such by my BROTHER. I'm sick of him being here. He thinks that he knows SO much more than I do, I'M THE ONE GOING TO COLLEGE. Not only that but he KNOWS I'm stressed, and he's CONSTANTLY antagonizing me......
But... that's what is bothering me right now. There are a couple more, but a friend came over and I'm going to try and drown my troubles in Host Club. Ta.