Jun 17, 2007 22:28
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It might be a while.
Yeah. Part two of the series.
I went to my friends house with all intentions of having fun and doing my best to keep my head up. I got there late and stayed up until 2:30ish am to decorate my friends cake because her cake person baled at the last minute. She went to bed before it was done... yeah I did it all on my own. I'll put up pictures later so you all can see. I like it. *nods*
Went to the wedding, it was fun. No really! There is no sarcasm. I liked the wedding, it was quick it was relitively cheap as weddings go, it worked! And my friends mother and father renewed their vows at the same time so it was really sweet. I got a bunch of pictures then ran off to change because I was hot. While chattering with people and helping clean up, we all [meaning the teens and younger twenties] made plans to go swimming because the weather was nice enough at that point to manage it. So I finished helping clean up and then found a person that I could talk to and was excited because I knew them before [most of the people there I really didn't know so there were a bunch of awkward moments]. After a while, I looked around and noticed that most people were gone and I wondered when we were going to go swimming. I meandered over and into the house and asked her mom where Amber was.
Someone called in from the other room that they had already left for the beach.
Yeah.
You guessed it.
I was forgotten.
Again.
So.... in light of that, her mum called her up and asked if she had forgotten anything. There was a pause in which I assumed that Amber said no because the next thing that her mom said was 'Or should I say someone?' there was another pause and she said that I was here waiting for them and they left without me. Well apparently Amber had come over and told me that they were leaving and then left. As her mother put it, I didn't get that memo. As in- no... she didn't.
Yeah. I understand that she's a flighty person, and I understand that she was having a rushed and hectic day... but to be forgotten twice? Once when I was supposed to be her Maid of Honor and then when they ran off to go have fun at the beach?
.... I told her mom to just bring me home and not bother to bring me at the beach.
Soooo.... yeah.
Back into depression I go. So I'm again at my friends house. I'm going to cry, eat sugar and BK, RP in Mew and restrain myself from taking a pair of scissors and cutting my hair myself. [When I get depressed I chop off my hair and/or dye it.]
So if, again, I'm not on for a while, I'm just burying myself in things to keep busy and not think about the feeling of desertion that I got this past week from who I thought was my best friend.
Luff you all, but I just can't do it.
Ta for now.
Crimson
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