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Jul 26, 2006 02:05

this maybe the last time i ever use lj
it's incriminated me and other one too many times

not that i care nessecarily, but it's for piece of mind and so that rash thoughts are made about certain ppl
i'll still comment on friends posting thou

weird morning
had a mom to son talk about the experiment days of a young adult and their repercutions
got this take once and that i needed to hear to even begin some habbits

i just want it to be known that what i choose to do is my desicion, but that i have limits that bendable, but not ever broken, i will never overset my boundries with hard drugs, driving under the influence of a imparative drug, and too regular usage, or alcohol period. I DO NOT DRINK ITS NOT APPEALING TO ME.

i wish privacy would be kept and that trust is there that i will not do anything stupid enough to jeprodize my health or anyone elses. i for the most part play it safe. i don't want trouble, i don't need, and i damn sure can't afford it.

as far as money goes, i don't care if i have a million or just bare minimum to live. I'm not stupid with my money, what i choose to do with it is my choice thou, although i do have loans from many years ago that have yet to be paid (nicki, j/k), i don't want you to worry about me like you used to.

i don't want myself or anyone else to have hard feelings towards ppl i care about. yes some things aren't what i would do, doesn't mean i'll follow it. i'll be "schooled" however into know what the better choices will always be. i want everyone to know that I CAN ACCIDENTALLY BE A DUMBASS, BUT I DON'T TRY TO BE. lately i've been seeing adulthood in a new fuckin way, but it's something i want to do, i want to go through the hard ships, just like many many other ppl, and to become what i want in the end. i'm not a wild child like some of the ppl i know, but that doesn't mean the same to me. in all honesty the things that i connect to most ppl are music, not how fast the drive or if they seem money hungrey.

i'm not try to be cool right now, i'm try to keep myself alive but in an open way right now. and i like it more, cuz i see the perfection that something can be, and i want to do that in my future goals. and this new way helps me see that makes me kick ass on bass and networking and discoving music

plz just trust me, and let me be, only want to hear new advice, not repeated advice
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