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Feeling better. Emotionally. Hung out with friend tonight and feel like total ass because she apparently was feeling exactly as I have been, i.e., depressed and unable to face the outside world.
She and I indulged in vice and made ourselves feel better. "Indulged in vice" means:
smoked two cigarettes (I only smoke when I'm drunk and am only marginally aware of doing it)
smoked weed (I for the first time)
got drunk (hours after smoking)
Am still feeling the effects of the latter two, though relating to the weed the only thing I feel is the urge to eat food for the first time in two weeks. I've been eating about half a meal a day for awhile, so I don't consider this a bad thing.
I don't think I'm high/stoned. Basically I just feel very drunk.
She and I indulged in vice and made ourselves feel better. "Indulged in vice" means:
smoked two cigarettes (I only smoke when I'm drunk and am only marginally aware of doing it)
smoked weed (I for the first time)
got drunk (hours after smoking)
Am still feeling the effects of the latter two, though relating to the weed the only thing I feel is the urge to eat food for the first time in two weeks. I've been eating about half a meal a day for awhile, so I don't consider this a bad thing.
I don't think I'm high/stoned. Basically I just feel very drunk.