Questions
Why am I at Odegaard at 1:30 in the morning?
Why did I put off a "thesis" paper all year (not just a quarter, but a year) in an attempt to write it overnight? Maybe it's this whole unconscious rebel/anti-norm thing complex that I have because I'm such a damn cliche, that I try to be "rebellious" in little things like being the worst possible honors student.
Why did I wear murderous shoes today? Because they were fun. Because it was sunny. Because I don't get to watch Grey's for months and I was feeling sad. Because I had never worn them before and they LOOKED comfortable. Umm, yeah.
So I finally hung out with the boy that I'm in like with. It's just really ridiculous, and our whole relationship is really just ridiculous, and it's never been more than that and it will never be more than that, but at least I'm trying... right? Maybe we're having more conversations, and maybe we're not dancing around elephants anymore, and maybe we could be friends again.
whatever, i hate this. and we disconnected our internet on accident so i have to be at this stupid library with a lot of asian people and a lot of loud people. they are not mutually exclusive.
oh yeah, and i hate my bio prof too cuz apparently the school lets you enroll in 2 classes that have conflicting times if you get permission of the profs, and one gave me permission, but the other won't let me miss 1 lecture a week. Even though there are 350 kids in the lecture and he probably wouldn't even freaking notice me if i wasn't there. Even though I probably will skip more than one lecture a week anyway. Ass
Why did I put off a "thesis" paper all year (not just a quarter, but a year) in an attempt to write it overnight? Maybe it's this whole unconscious rebel/anti-norm thing complex that I have because I'm such a damn cliche, that I try to be "rebellious" in little things like being the worst possible honors student.
Why did I wear murderous shoes today? Because they were fun. Because it was sunny. Because I don't get to watch Grey's for months and I was feeling sad. Because I had never worn them before and they LOOKED comfortable. Umm, yeah.
So I finally hung out with the boy that I'm in like with. It's just really ridiculous, and our whole relationship is really just ridiculous, and it's never been more than that and it will never be more than that, but at least I'm trying... right? Maybe we're having more conversations, and maybe we're not dancing around elephants anymore, and maybe we could be friends again.
whatever, i hate this. and we disconnected our internet on accident so i have to be at this stupid library with a lot of asian people and a lot of loud people. they are not mutually exclusive.
oh yeah, and i hate my bio prof too cuz apparently the school lets you enroll in 2 classes that have conflicting times if you get permission of the profs, and one gave me permission, but the other won't let me miss 1 lecture a week. Even though there are 350 kids in the lecture and he probably wouldn't even freaking notice me if i wasn't there. Even though I probably will skip more than one lecture a week anyway. Ass