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I miss Jeremie :(
Yes, it has only been 2 days since I've last seen him, and even that isn't entirely true, more like 1.6 days. Still! He's at work, he got the job at nucomm and has training from 4p to 12a. And since I have worked 12-9 lately, I haven't had time to even call him and ask how it's been going. I will tomorrow since I'm off, unless the doctors appt goes terribly wrong, or I'm sent running here and there for tests until 4p. Blech. And I'm none too impressed to have to be there for 9:45... though it does mean that I likely wont have to wait too long for her to see me. Stupid physicals. Ick.
Anyway, Brandon really fucked things up. If I hear "Told you so" I swear I'll shoot. He told one of Jeremie's friends that he was just "biding his time" until I broke up with Jeremie, which basically means he was going to try to break us up. I decided that this as his basis would not make stable grounds for any type of friendship, so I told him that I didn't think it would work out, sorry. So blah. Here I am again, fucked by my own naive belief that people can move on and make the best of an awkward situation. Stupid fucker. Why couldn't he have grown up and realized that a friendship would be the best thing he could hope to have with me?
Blech.
So ya. I'm sad and frustrated. And I want my Jeremie :\
Yes, it has only been 2 days since I've last seen him, and even that isn't entirely true, more like 1.6 days. Still! He's at work, he got the job at nucomm and has training from 4p to 12a. And since I have worked 12-9 lately, I haven't had time to even call him and ask how it's been going. I will tomorrow since I'm off, unless the doctors appt goes terribly wrong, or I'm sent running here and there for tests until 4p. Blech. And I'm none too impressed to have to be there for 9:45... though it does mean that I likely wont have to wait too long for her to see me. Stupid physicals. Ick.
Anyway, Brandon really fucked things up. If I hear "Told you so" I swear I'll shoot. He told one of Jeremie's friends that he was just "biding his time" until I broke up with Jeremie, which basically means he was going to try to break us up. I decided that this as his basis would not make stable grounds for any type of friendship, so I told him that I didn't think it would work out, sorry. So blah. Here I am again, fucked by my own naive belief that people can move on and make the best of an awkward situation. Stupid fucker. Why couldn't he have grown up and realized that a friendship would be the best thing he could hope to have with me?
Blech.
So ya. I'm sad and frustrated. And I want my Jeremie :\