Aug 30, 2010 13:52
you always wanna go,
so go.
I'm not stopping you,
not committing you to come back
not asking you to talk things out with me
I can't ask you any of that
you wanna do whatever you have to do
then do it.
I quit asking you to talk to me, to work things out
or whatever,
I'm tired of it always being me who has to initiate things
so really, fuck it.
If you want something, and you really and truly want something
you get it, if that means not having me upset with you
then you call me 'cause for sure as fucking hell I don't wanna call you out.
'cause I always call you out, and if you don't buy it
then you try and figure out a time where you went out of your way
to have me from sad to happy - add to the stipulation that I DIDN'T HAVE TO TELL YOU I WAS UPSET WITH YOU FIRST.
beware of the beautiful ones, because they never let you rest in peace
oh how you attracted me with nice smiles and understanding eyes.
I should've known you were gonna make me crazy.