Jul 24, 2003 23:07
Sumfin always goes wrong -> so I write in here, to piss everyone else off so like, people can see how much I hate myself.
FUCK EVERYTHING. I got fucking bitched at and I cried and cried. It was pathetic. No one fuckin understands. I wish I could sneak out, but no fucking way. Ar. My dad's a dumbass. He's been fuckin drinking. Dumbass bastard alcoholic! >:( My ride home was so damn terrifying to me. I was still kind of high and it was just freaky. I went in the car of my damn father, and he was chewing gum -> to hide drinking. BUt I could just fucking SMELL the alcohol in his breath. Just how he fuckin parked to pick up me and Lind was just horrible. NOt even a good parking job. I don't know. I think that I just need some HELP, but thing is, I am afraid of getting the fuckin help from strangers... Oh well. *struts off*