Shit ... Oh shit... I hate myself... FUCK
FUCKING A!. I fucked my life up majorly. Nothin is goin to fuckin help me here now. What the fuck. Why the hell did I have to. It was tempting, so tempting, and I didn't give a damn and pulled through with it. I am such a dumbass. I ruin lives. And I don't seem to care. Im a fuckin bitch and should just fuckin die. I just wish, I would watch myself, but i can't. I can't do shit. I am just here... feeding off of earth, like a damn virus, hurting people, killing people. It's my life, and that's how I live it. I don't understand, but I wish that I could. Fuck. DAmnit. Oh mon dieu. Je pense que je suis tres stupide et que je voudrais mortir dans le futur(?je pense) parce que je ne suis pas la bonne personne. Baisez-vous! Je suis la merde de la vache. Oui. Ah! FUCK. I am going fuckin crazy and I can't help it. Someone... Ar. Kill me. Make it better. FUCK.