Tomorrow is goin to suck major ass...
Thinking back into the past, I knew that I wished that I had something that I do not have. Tomorrow is actually July 3.. A day that I shall never forget. I know that I might sound like a loser for rememberin the day, but who forget such a day. Something that I had loved so dearly, something that was inside me, something that I wanted so much, disappeared 7 months ago. And tomorrow is the day, when the little innocent things would have reached this world and opened their eyes, to call me mommy. Oh. It's difficult to actually think about how much time has passed since that time. It's so hard to know that it was probably my fault as to why the little twins perished on me. It's depressing to think that I am the reason why such cells could not form to be children of my own. Oh. Tomorrow is going to be hard, thinking about it all. Glad I don't work tomorrow, so then I can sit and... think. Someone slap me, I sound so stupid, but who wouldn't care about something they lost that they truly wanted?