brighter days
Oh jeez, rereading my last entry is almost funny. Yes, in the moment, I was very upset with how things ended up with the casting for the Boston show. Fortunately, before I went to bed I channeled some Alyssa Edwards...
... and woke up in a much better state of mind ;)
With the intial sadness worn off I was able to think about it more logically, as opposed to emotionally, and realized it's probably for the best that I'm not involved in the show. After so many health issues and illness I think it will be more benefital to focus on training rather than rushing to put acts together. Acts that will possibly only work for that show and won't get performed again, which doesn't seem like the smartest investment of my time right now. My handstand stamina is slowly returning(happiness!) and this makes me want to put most of my focus on training vs. act creation. Plus, I have a intersting meramid themed gig this month that will take some prep. There is also potential gig in the begining of May that, if it goes through, will take even more preparation and specific training to get ready for. If I had to do all this, on top of getting acts ready for the Boston show, it might cause me to push too hard, get rundown, and relaspe healthwise. And that would be a very, very bad thing.
Also on the handstand/training topic, after so many road blocks(health issues, finances, scheduling), I finally have a handstand lesson with Cory this Tuesday and I am beyond excited. That is all :)
... and woke up in a much better state of mind ;)
With the intial sadness worn off I was able to think about it more logically, as opposed to emotionally, and realized it's probably for the best that I'm not involved in the show. After so many health issues and illness I think it will be more benefital to focus on training rather than rushing to put acts together. Acts that will possibly only work for that show and won't get performed again, which doesn't seem like the smartest investment of my time right now. My handstand stamina is slowly returning(happiness!) and this makes me want to put most of my focus on training vs. act creation. Plus, I have a intersting meramid themed gig this month that will take some prep. There is also potential gig in the begining of May that, if it goes through, will take even more preparation and specific training to get ready for. If I had to do all this, on top of getting acts ready for the Boston show, it might cause me to push too hard, get rundown, and relaspe healthwise. And that would be a very, very bad thing.
Also on the handstand/training topic, after so many road blocks(health issues, finances, scheduling), I finally have a handstand lesson with Cory this Tuesday and I am beyond excited. That is all :)