jesus christ.
it happened again.
again.
i finally trusted alan and got all involved and such. put myself on the line and was all heartsy fartsy.
then...
he started messing around and i never say no to that, so he did and i did and we did.
and then i get home from work and it's like BAM, SEE YA LATER DONNA!
again. afuckinggain.
he's trying to be nice about it too. "we don't see each other enough". i SEE YOU every other GOD DAMNED DAY!
oh and now that i asked him again he is saying that he usually dates younger girls.
i'll just pester him until he spills.
it's my thang. i don't like having questions go unanswered.
stupid me.
again.
i finally trusted alan and got all involved and such. put myself on the line and was all heartsy fartsy.
then...
he started messing around and i never say no to that, so he did and i did and we did.
and then i get home from work and it's like BAM, SEE YA LATER DONNA!
again. afuckinggain.
he's trying to be nice about it too. "we don't see each other enough". i SEE YOU every other GOD DAMNED DAY!
oh and now that i asked him again he is saying that he usually dates younger girls.
i'll just pester him until he spills.
it's my thang. i don't like having questions go unanswered.
stupid me.