convo between Beka and Inara during Homecoming [private, sorta OOC]
[ooc: Beka must have found a corner in which to make a call. *g* Mostly for Inara's later reference.]
Beka: Inarraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Beka: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp!
Inara: Beka, what's wrong?
Beka: Boys. Boys are wrong.
Beka: One boy.
Inara: Is this to do with the Homecoming dance?
Beka: Not entirely.
Beka: I...
Beka: Usually I can flirt, have sex, whatever without...getting lost.
Beka: But this one guy.
Beka: He was my friend first. Still is my friend.
Inara: that's not a bad thing, Beka
Beka: But he kissed me. And I ... turned into a puddle of goo.
Beka: I don't DO that.
Inara: *holds back a smile* Well, now you can say you do. Beka, worry less about how you're supposed to be feeling. Enjoy his company and his kisses - and anything else he offers you. ;) Analyse tomorrow.
Beka: *nods* It's just strange. I can't decide if it feels good or bad. I like when I'm in control of myself. And I've always like knowing where I stood with him. Now I don't.
Inara: Did you hear the part where I suggested you analyse tomorrow? *gently prods Beka* Back to the dance and your company.
Beka: Inarraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Beka: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp!
Inara: Beka, what's wrong?
Beka: Boys. Boys are wrong.
Beka: One boy.
Inara: Is this to do with the Homecoming dance?
Beka: Not entirely.
Beka: I...
Beka: Usually I can flirt, have sex, whatever without...getting lost.
Beka: But this one guy.
Beka: He was my friend first. Still is my friend.
Inara: that's not a bad thing, Beka
Beka: But he kissed me. And I ... turned into a puddle of goo.
Beka: I don't DO that.
Inara: *holds back a smile* Well, now you can say you do. Beka, worry less about how you're supposed to be feeling. Enjoy his company and his kisses - and anything else he offers you. ;) Analyse tomorrow.
Beka: *nods* It's just strange. I can't decide if it feels good or bad. I like when I'm in control of myself. And I've always like knowing where I stood with him. Now I don't.
Inara: Did you hear the part where I suggested you analyse tomorrow? *gently prods Beka* Back to the dance and your company.