Imagine that...
Imagine that, i'm having another panic attack...
I suck at time management so. much. It is freakin me out
I always forget events and times and dates and I plan other things on those days and everything gets screwed up. I offer to do things for people that I really cant afford the time to do, but I offer to do them anyway. My work is starting to get mad at me because I am one of their two employees so when I can't work, You-know-what hits the fan. I take off from work so much and I cant do it anymore, but I have to!
I forget projects and concerts (I have a concert next Sunday I think if any of you want to come)
My money problem has amplified itself over the last couple of days. My account magically went from $1700 to $57. Last month when I bought that god damn computer the order got cancelled and I was supposed to get a credit on my account for the money I paid (about $700)...
Six phone calls and about three panic attacks later I am getting the money (I think). The Indian women said tomorrow and I'm being optimistic in believing that horse crap, but believe it I do...
I have to memorize a play.... by tomorrow
It isn't hard, but I can't seem to find the time to do it.
I know your going to laugh, but this is affecting me in a non-funny way. In Final Fantasy XI I can never seem to do anything... My character sux, no one wants me in their party, Tara is like 2 levels ahead of me, Jess is like 15 levels ahead of me.... It gives me attacks when I play the game, but play I must if I want to get better, and that leads to me having fun playing the game again.
My pants are too long today... I'm flipping out...
My room is a god-damn pig stye ( not really, but in my veiw it is) and I am flipping out because of it... I just need a day, A day to do nothing, and to clean
I asked Kevin to work for me today.. he said he didn't know if he could... I hope he says yes...
On a happier note, I saw Kevin James yesterday on live stand-up and I never, EVER, laughed so hard in my life. I was having the runs listening to him... lol
well, I hope I can get through this one un-scathed, but I doubt it.
ttyl
I suck at time management so. much. It is freakin me out
I always forget events and times and dates and I plan other things on those days and everything gets screwed up. I offer to do things for people that I really cant afford the time to do, but I offer to do them anyway. My work is starting to get mad at me because I am one of their two employees so when I can't work, You-know-what hits the fan. I take off from work so much and I cant do it anymore, but I have to!
I forget projects and concerts (I have a concert next Sunday I think if any of you want to come)
My money problem has amplified itself over the last couple of days. My account magically went from $1700 to $57. Last month when I bought that god damn computer the order got cancelled and I was supposed to get a credit on my account for the money I paid (about $700)...
Six phone calls and about three panic attacks later I am getting the money (I think). The Indian women said tomorrow and I'm being optimistic in believing that horse crap, but believe it I do...
I have to memorize a play.... by tomorrow
It isn't hard, but I can't seem to find the time to do it.
I know your going to laugh, but this is affecting me in a non-funny way. In Final Fantasy XI I can never seem to do anything... My character sux, no one wants me in their party, Tara is like 2 levels ahead of me, Jess is like 15 levels ahead of me.... It gives me attacks when I play the game, but play I must if I want to get better, and that leads to me having fun playing the game again.
My pants are too long today... I'm flipping out...
My room is a god-damn pig stye ( not really, but in my veiw it is) and I am flipping out because of it... I just need a day, A day to do nothing, and to clean
I asked Kevin to work for me today.. he said he didn't know if he could... I hope he says yes...
On a happier note, I saw Kevin James yesterday on live stand-up and I never, EVER, laughed so hard in my life. I was having the runs listening to him... lol
well, I hope I can get through this one un-scathed, but I doubt it.
ttyl