*Breathing Deeply*

Apr 19, 2004 11:10

Omg, I just had a panic attack in school when I saw my $1600 computer order was cancelled because I didn't have enough money.
This didn't bother me that much, but it reminded me of all my expenses. This doesn't seem very "stressful" but to me, it can make me have anxiety attacks for an entire day. For all of my monthly charges, one credit card, and one debit card...
$10 for XM radio
$10 for GameSpot
$10 for Final Fantasy XI
$10 for Final Fantasy XI Characters
Like, $50 for my cell phone

I'm flipping out for no reason, and it's hard to breath
But i'm calming down now, writing this

One time about a year ago, I had to go home from school for a panic attack which was started by my pant legs being so long I stepped on the cuff. lol

Well, I'm also flipping out because my car and room are so damn dirty and messy. Hopefully, I can clean out my car before I go to work at 3 because every time I try to clean my car at work, there is so much stuff I need to bring into my house, I can't do anything so I give up ;-)

Well Kristin? I know it's not as bad as you, but I can relate to some point so if you ever need to talk, I know what's going on

So hopefully I can get through this, but I usually do once something more interesting arises so I'm not worried. Till next time,
ttyl
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