I feel like the walls are closing in...
I had a MASSIVE, like Crazy big, panic attack that lasted for about a week and a half, thats why I havent been posting lately....
And the funny thing is, just as I'm getting over mine, EVERY SINGLE one of my friends starts having one.
Jess is flipping out, Leah hates school, Susan is goin nuts, Kristin; luv ya but ur crazy like all of us ^^, Tracy B. is flippin about prom and so is Hub, and Steph..... poor steph.....
ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is supposed to be a FUN time, but I sense my defense systems kicking in right now... My drive to be happy under all cercumstances at any cost is now protecting me in its warm embrace... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Being as I cant help them just as they cant help me when I'm under their kinda stress, I think I will sit back and watch how this scene unfolds, should be interesting
I might go non-credit in gym .... WTF .... self preservation fully engaged ... apathy for others kicking in.... nice
Gonna go to nap tim.. I mean Astronomy.. now, so G2G, talk to you all tonight at the PROM!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And the funny thing is, just as I'm getting over mine, EVERY SINGLE one of my friends starts having one.
Jess is flipping out, Leah hates school, Susan is goin nuts, Kristin; luv ya but ur crazy like all of us ^^, Tracy B. is flippin about prom and so is Hub, and Steph..... poor steph.....
ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is supposed to be a FUN time, but I sense my defense systems kicking in right now... My drive to be happy under all cercumstances at any cost is now protecting me in its warm embrace... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Being as I cant help them just as they cant help me when I'm under their kinda stress, I think I will sit back and watch how this scene unfolds, should be interesting
I might go non-credit in gym .... WTF .... self preservation fully engaged ... apathy for others kicking in.... nice
Gonna go to nap tim.. I mean Astronomy.. now, so G2G, talk to you all tonight at the PROM!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!