Nov 20, 2006 11:28
I need to stop feeling sorry for myself. I'm in such a mood these days.
*mental slaps*
I hate it when I sink into these moods. Its so darn to drag myself out of it.
Its my new workplace. I feel like a fish out of water. Feel so ... useless and confused.
You know the pressure on getting branded goods? I thought that went out of the window (along with my chemistry textbooks) when I graduated from secondary school. Now its back to haunt me. My super-materialistic boss kept nagging at me to get a "decent" bag and a "decent" watch. And
decent" means LV range. My workplace's stuffed with shops with merchandise I can't afford on a single month's salary. My agency friends think that Mango and Zara stuff are cheap.
Suddenly I feel like I'm living in poverty.
Is it really that important to carry pricey stuff? I used to pride myself on wearing stuff that looks way more expensive than it cost. Now, the foundation of my confidence seems to have started crumbling away.
I need to find myself a hobby, a new distraction. Otherwise I'll drive myself raving mad one of these days.