Aug 21, 2011 01:49
Some days it seems like you've walked a million miles and have still ended up right back where you started.
Here I am, back at the beginning. It's been over a decade since I let myself be led astray by love. Now I'm staring at the future as it was always meant for me and all I can do is look away. That endless horizon is more desolate and frightening than I remember. And the world doesn't feel nearly so empty in my dreams.
I'm so tired.
I think I'll just sleep forever. Maybe when I wake up things will be different.