"There's a few odd bruises...if that's the way you insist on heading"

[serpent_gurl]

I can't take this. It hurts. God...it hurts. Best part is...I don't even know what it is this time. I feel...like I'm losing something...someone. Multiple someones, perhaps. It could be that I'm losing part of myself. I don't know... This feels all too familiar. Why... why now? Why again? I thought I'd gotten over it before...I guess it can't be helped. I don't want this. I want to continue existing as I have been. I was almost..."happy" (by society's standards anyway). **Or perhaps this isn't even occurring...maybe I'm just stupid.**

Please...don't let this happen...
I don't want to have to go through this again...
Or at least, don't let me go through this again...alone.