hmmm.....
today was alright. i wrote and recorded part of a song. it sounds really cool. i have most the guitar done. tomorrow ill record drums and keyboard. then ill write lyrics to it and sing for it. then ill have another song in my repertoire ...
sometimes i dont know why i bother to try. i dont think ill ever go anywhere. nothing ever suits my needs and thought. i should give up ... then why do i keep pushing myself?... that i dont really get. something in my head i dont understand.
thats it...every one of my friends has stopped talking to me that ever mattered to me... guess i never meant too much to them... ha... now im nothing
ready to end it all for another chanceeeeeeee