i hurt today

[seroquel3]

i hurt myself to express myself
love myself and accept myself
hold these wounds so close to me
pain so strong its filling me
you left me here without a sound
soon theyll find me on the ground
hands shaking, self mutilating
in the shape of god, i love my pain
with broken glass i form the shame

i remember all the times that you said you loved me
but you bruised and you scarred and you left me lonely
with the bottles of pills and the laughs and chills
i lied there charmed but soon that only harmed me

i could have died because of you
i could have died because of you
i did die because of you
IM FUCKED BECAUSE OF YOU