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Today I realized that the only things I'm good at are things that really don't help me in life.. in fact, they probably put a damper on it..
For example, I have the capability to completely close off the world and adopt a hermit lifestyle doing marathon asian drama watching sessions where I only stop for bathroom breaks, food, and sleep (priorities in order specified). So what does that mean..? That when it comes to things I'm passionate about.. I will give it my 150%!! This is fantastic.. except why are my passions so unproductive..? T_T;;
Another thing I'm good at is sleeping. I impress myself most when I wake up to eat breakfast and then feel sleepy again right after eating and go right back to sleep for another 5 hours...
I'm good at avoiding everything and everyone.
I'm an excellent procrastinator.
I'm very good at eating. I like all sorts of foods and there are very few things I don't like much... even if I don't like it.. the chances of me eating it are still high. The only thing is.. I eat kinda slow... but I do eat a lot... I eat probably in excess more often than I should..
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Sometimes I think maybe what I need is some form of a life coach.
I need someone to jump start my life.
Preferably this person should be a companion of some sort. A person that inspires me, motivates me, brings me out into the open and helps me reach my goals hand in hand and then pushes me to go further.
But really, would meeting such a person actually help in the long run..?
Instead of blaming the non-existence of such a person, shouldn't I be helping myself out of this rut somehow?
Though you can say that God can be my helping hand.. I think it would be nice to feel a more tangible one. (selfish much?)
Meh, here's to wishful thinking.
For example, I have the capability to completely close off the world and adopt a hermit lifestyle doing marathon asian drama watching sessions where I only stop for bathroom breaks, food, and sleep (priorities in order specified). So what does that mean..? That when it comes to things I'm passionate about.. I will give it my 150%!! This is fantastic.. except why are my passions so unproductive..? T_T;;
Another thing I'm good at is sleeping. I impress myself most when I wake up to eat breakfast and then feel sleepy again right after eating and go right back to sleep for another 5 hours...
I'm good at avoiding everything and everyone.
I'm an excellent procrastinator.
I'm very good at eating. I like all sorts of foods and there are very few things I don't like much... even if I don't like it.. the chances of me eating it are still high. The only thing is.. I eat kinda slow... but I do eat a lot... I eat probably in excess more often than I should..
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Sometimes I think maybe what I need is some form of a life coach.
I need someone to jump start my life.
Preferably this person should be a companion of some sort. A person that inspires me, motivates me, brings me out into the open and helps me reach my goals hand in hand and then pushes me to go further.
But really, would meeting such a person actually help in the long run..?
Instead of blaming the non-existence of such a person, shouldn't I be helping myself out of this rut somehow?
Though you can say that God can be my helping hand.. I think it would be nice to feel a more tangible one. (selfish much?)
Meh, here's to wishful thinking.