messed up
I am getting more tortured and twisted in my old age
I thought that i could be corrupted no more, I may still shirk away at gruesome movies, but my taste...
I have begun hanging out with two dormroom tattoo artists and their art, twisted and odd as M's is amazing. I am fascinated. I find i enjoy doing the bruising, and the fantasy makeups. Yet...
maybe it was because of Chinos suggestion and maybe because i was already leaning towards it...but he pushed me towards my first twisted work and i cant stop. I put down all my other projects and i might actually finish my first painting ever....and its messed up
and whats worse is that i already have three more lined up to begin....
i cant tell if im scared of the change or intrigued.....
I thought that i could be corrupted no more, I may still shirk away at gruesome movies, but my taste...
I have begun hanging out with two dormroom tattoo artists and their art, twisted and odd as M's is amazing. I am fascinated. I find i enjoy doing the bruising, and the fantasy makeups. Yet...
maybe it was because of Chinos suggestion and maybe because i was already leaning towards it...but he pushed me towards my first twisted work and i cant stop. I put down all my other projects and i might actually finish my first painting ever....and its messed up
and whats worse is that i already have three more lined up to begin....
i cant tell if im scared of the change or intrigued.....