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Wow, I'm finally the big 2-1. Do I feel different, well for the first time after a birthday, I do. It felt so weird after work on my birthday we went to Union Station Brewery with the gang and I slapped my License on the table, and said "GET ME A MARGARITA PLEASE...BLENDED." it was great, not to mention Dave and Buster's on Friday night with katie, colleen, larry,sarah,pat,mikey and his wife,vinny,shragi and dan deknight...thanks guys for making it a wonderful time!!!!! WOOT! Never thought that playing video games would be more fun under the influence of alcahol. grood times, grood times. (two upside down shots, two sex on the beaches, a corona, and a sno-cone later :)
Besides turning 21, I had to stop and think that this year is almost coming to an end...omg! Could this year be almost over, without even the initial thought of what am I going to do next year when I graduate? Well, for the most part, I know where I want to be, I know what I want to do. I know that I want to work for a tour operating company hopefully in the product and customer service field for 2-3 years. Afterwords, I want to design and guide tours to elderly and children groups throughout the United States and possibly to other exotic destinations. I was also pondering the thought of being a travel writer as a side job. I had conversed with one of my professors and talked briefly about the travel writing course that was being offered this next year, and I might consider using it as a hospitality elective, if they are willing to let me do so. Study abroad just might not be an option next summer, we'll see.
So I know what I want to do, as far as long term goals I know what is going to be ahead of me, but as far as short term...where the hell am I going to get this job this summer? There are options I know of, but Im starting to lean towards gaining experience towards my field of study, which might be a good idea to gain experience before my senior year.
I also think that this summer is going to be a new beginning on a lot of things. I have a lot of mental goals in mind, and I see the dark cloud that is protruding over my head and it's scaring the living hell out of me. It's like I'm suffocating in this sack I want to get out of and someone is slowly tying the knot. I was directed by a professional, and now I think Im ready. There are things that I think I can do on my own, but for some I guess that falls under being selfish. I dont want to harm the people I care and love that mean the world to me, that is the last thing I want to do. I feel like I let a lot of things slip between my fingers and watched it puddle to the ground but, there's a way to do it, and a way to do it...health is first, and I think that is the direction I need to go for right now.
Summer is coming up, and I leave to california to help out the grandparents on May 31st until June 31st! Grandpa is doing good after the surgery, but I guess he's also going in for a triple bi-pass surgery as well. He's a strong man, so we're all not worried, just worried that the hospital doesnt mess up his blood this time, or doing something else idiotic. fuckin' hospitals. I hate them.
I hope everyone is doing okay. I think about everyone everyday and hope for the best. The one's that I see everyday, and the one's that I don't see or talk to everyday. Every night, my prayers are with you.
Peace, Love and Harmony,
Rena
Besides turning 21, I had to stop and think that this year is almost coming to an end...omg! Could this year be almost over, without even the initial thought of what am I going to do next year when I graduate? Well, for the most part, I know where I want to be, I know what I want to do. I know that I want to work for a tour operating company hopefully in the product and customer service field for 2-3 years. Afterwords, I want to design and guide tours to elderly and children groups throughout the United States and possibly to other exotic destinations. I was also pondering the thought of being a travel writer as a side job. I had conversed with one of my professors and talked briefly about the travel writing course that was being offered this next year, and I might consider using it as a hospitality elective, if they are willing to let me do so. Study abroad just might not be an option next summer, we'll see.
So I know what I want to do, as far as long term goals I know what is going to be ahead of me, but as far as short term...where the hell am I going to get this job this summer? There are options I know of, but Im starting to lean towards gaining experience towards my field of study, which might be a good idea to gain experience before my senior year.
I also think that this summer is going to be a new beginning on a lot of things. I have a lot of mental goals in mind, and I see the dark cloud that is protruding over my head and it's scaring the living hell out of me. It's like I'm suffocating in this sack I want to get out of and someone is slowly tying the knot. I was directed by a professional, and now I think Im ready. There are things that I think I can do on my own, but for some I guess that falls under being selfish. I dont want to harm the people I care and love that mean the world to me, that is the last thing I want to do. I feel like I let a lot of things slip between my fingers and watched it puddle to the ground but, there's a way to do it, and a way to do it...health is first, and I think that is the direction I need to go for right now.
Summer is coming up, and I leave to california to help out the grandparents on May 31st until June 31st! Grandpa is doing good after the surgery, but I guess he's also going in for a triple bi-pass surgery as well. He's a strong man, so we're all not worried, just worried that the hospital doesnt mess up his blood this time, or doing something else idiotic. fuckin' hospitals. I hate them.
I hope everyone is doing okay. I think about everyone everyday and hope for the best. The one's that I see everyday, and the one's that I don't see or talk to everyday. Every night, my prayers are with you.
Peace, Love and Harmony,
Rena