Hello world...
Remember me??
I haven't updated in awhile. I think I may have finally lost my mind. Anybody seen it?? But seriously (sort of) I've been feeling all kinds of shit lately that I don't quite understand. I went to the head doctor and talking things out with her helped a bit. My revelation of how to live my life several weeks ago hasn't gone very far.
Whose fault is that? Mine? I'm not sure. Could be the planets aren't aligned correctly or that the sun was in my eyes. At this point, I don't know...I may never know...who knows??
I think I know what I want, but as a woman, I almost never know what I want, and as a halfway crazy woman, knowing what I want gets to be even harder. And then I have to factor in what I need and that makes things damn near impossible.
My goal is to do some real work this week to get my shit together. If I don't end up back in Philly, I've got to being doing SOMETHING, SOMEWHERE. My parents are driving me nuts, and I can only deal with their shit for so much longer.
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm going to be alone, boo-fucking-hoo, what else is new? Rhyming was somewhat unintentional.
I'm watching the Grammy's and they're making me realize how much I truly would love to sing for the rest of my life. One of my favorite bands in the entire world won a few things and had some awesome performances tonight. Green Day is amazing. So was the tribute to Southern Rock. Collaborations in music such as tonight make me want to create music and share it with others.
I would LOVE to start a band. I've wanted to since high school. I just have to find people that I like well enough to work with who also play instruments and I need to learn how to read music. Maybe I should get on that...
I really love to sing and am so moved by music. It one of the few things in life that actually makes me happy.
Up next, the ass end of the Grammy's and I'm gonna watch Garden State with my mom. I haven't seen it, but heard it's amazing. I'm a huge Zach Braff fan, so I hope the movie lives up to the hype I heard about it. I have very few doubts. The man is a genius.
Anyway, this week will be filled with job applying...wish me luck...
bitches
I haven't updated in awhile. I think I may have finally lost my mind. Anybody seen it?? But seriously (sort of) I've been feeling all kinds of shit lately that I don't quite understand. I went to the head doctor and talking things out with her helped a bit. My revelation of how to live my life several weeks ago hasn't gone very far.
Whose fault is that? Mine? I'm not sure. Could be the planets aren't aligned correctly or that the sun was in my eyes. At this point, I don't know...I may never know...who knows??
I think I know what I want, but as a woman, I almost never know what I want, and as a halfway crazy woman, knowing what I want gets to be even harder. And then I have to factor in what I need and that makes things damn near impossible.
My goal is to do some real work this week to get my shit together. If I don't end up back in Philly, I've got to being doing SOMETHING, SOMEWHERE. My parents are driving me nuts, and I can only deal with their shit for so much longer.
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I'm going to be alone, boo-fucking-hoo, what else is new? Rhyming was somewhat unintentional.
I'm watching the Grammy's and they're making me realize how much I truly would love to sing for the rest of my life. One of my favorite bands in the entire world won a few things and had some awesome performances tonight. Green Day is amazing. So was the tribute to Southern Rock. Collaborations in music such as tonight make me want to create music and share it with others.
I would LOVE to start a band. I've wanted to since high school. I just have to find people that I like well enough to work with who also play instruments and I need to learn how to read music. Maybe I should get on that...
I really love to sing and am so moved by music. It one of the few things in life that actually makes me happy.
Up next, the ass end of the Grammy's and I'm gonna watch Garden State with my mom. I haven't seen it, but heard it's amazing. I'm a huge Zach Braff fan, so I hope the movie lives up to the hype I heard about it. I have very few doubts. The man is a genius.
Anyway, this week will be filled with job applying...wish me luck...
bitches